There was a line in Criminal Minds (shut up, I know) about how scary it is to be afraid of your own mind. It is so true. Anybody who has struggled with mental illness or had a bad trip can attest that it is completely terrifying when you're not sure what's real or you can't remember what has happened or what is going on. Fear of madness is a classic trope. While Alzheimers specifically may be new, playing with an individual's grip on sanity is well-worn, but still very scary.
We're fascinated with themes of isolation - The Shining, 28 Days Later, Dawn of the Dead, The Strangers, and any horror movie where the rule is "never leave on your own and say "I'll be right back"". Losing your ability to trust not only others, but also your own mind, is the ultimate isolation. When you are gone, who is left? #horror
Some of our collective horror of Alzheimer's also comes from the fact that Alzheimer's hit the national radar at the same time in the 80's AIDS hit the national radar. People were dropping dead and nobody knew how either disease was spread or what caused them. There was no treatment or cure for either. They were both horrifying ways to die. And, unlike AIDS, Alzheimer's could strike anyone seemingly randomly unlike AIDS, which was later labeled the 'Gay & Intravenous Drug User Disease'.
The loss of memory from Alzheimer's has a stigma attached to it amnesia and the clichéd bump to the head does not. I worked in the health care field and there is still a huge stigma associated with Alzheimer's. When doctors prescribed Alzheimer's meds some would avoid giving a diagnosis of Alzheimer's. They'd say 'Organic Brain Syndrome' or 'Age Related Dementia' or 'age-related deterioration of cognitive abilities' or 'Senility' rather than just say the patient has Alzheimer's. Even when asked directly if the patient had Alzheimer's, doctors would hedge the question and say something along the lines that there was no way to definitively diagnose Alzheimer's! They would refuse to "out" their patients with Alzheimer's.
My mother died two years ago this Christmas, aged 85, after a long battle against vascular dementia. Over a number of years, she gradually turned from a vital, articulate woman, to someone who couldn't add up coins, spell words, remember names of everyday objects, or even - towards the end - recognise me. It was heartbreaking to witness, and in a way her passing (from heart disease) was a blessing. Cliff Richard summed it up perfectly when talking about his own mother's battle against Alzheimer's and the emotions endured by those who observe its effects on a loved one: 'It's like mourning the living.' #horror
@Elizabeth Weinbloom: Flowers for Algernon was probably the most gut-wrenching story of memory loss ever, particularly because its written as a series of first-person notes.
It's not that he outright forgets large-scale chunks of his life, as that he finally was smart but the effects stopped working, and he was progressively losing everything he had gained. So he was losing all of his skills i.e. there's a point where he realizes that he had learned how to speak German, French, etc. but now he can't remember any of it.
The defining, and worst, part though was that eventually...he sort of falls back into what he did when he was mentally retarded; phonetically spelling things without punctuation...at the time, I don't think he was consciously imitating that so much as he said "it took me an hour to properly spell a simple paragraph, and its getting difficult to communicate"
....and I think there IS one point near the end where he forgets BRIEFLY that he had the operation at all, and just shows up for his adult education class....though in 5 minutes he remembers.
****The worst part is that when we read it in Junior High School, for whatever reason, my teacher told us as FACT that he thought that Charlie was going to die and was getting sicker, and really only YEARS later did I realize "maybe he just went back to the way he was, with a greater appreciation for life' etc. #horror
@Elizabeth Weinbloom: I gave a girlfriend the book to read and she finished it later that day, walked up to me, and punched me in the arm for making her cry. #horror
The number of Alzheimer's patients doubling in the next twenty years isn't as scary as one might think. Something that is also happening in the next 20 years is that all the baby boomers are going to get EVEN OLDER! Coincidence? I think not. #horror
I really hope you're trying to remember Neverending Story: II. I'm pretty sure the antagonist never says those exact words...but Sebastian does lose his memories of his mother. #horror
Okay, I could be wrong because it's been years since I've seen it, but reading the words "I just took your memories of your mother" immediately made The Neverending Story II pop into my head. There were those clear ball things, and the evil sorceress Xayide kept taking Bastion's memories or something. Is that what you were thinking of? #horror
I hope not. More than anything else, Alzheimer's and other forms of dementia simply freak my shit out. I couldn't make it through five minutes of that HBO special on Alzheimer's last year. #horror
I think a huge story missing here on the topic of Alzheimer's horror is "The End of the Whole Mess." It's a short story by Stephen King that is extremely well written (and I think it was one of the episodes in the Nightmare and Dreamscapes miniseries, but I never saw it), and is still one of my favorite stories by him ever. If you haven't had the chance to read it I highly suggest it. #horror
@Charlie: I'm certain that scene was in a movie. The only one I can think of offhand is Push, but that doesn't seem quite right for some reason. #horror
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We're fascinated with themes of isolation - The Shining, 28 Days Later, Dawn of the Dead, The Strangers, and any horror movie where the rule is "never leave on your own and say "I'll be right back"". Losing your ability to trust not only others, but also your own mind, is the ultimate isolation. When you are gone, who is left? #horror
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The loss of memory from Alzheimer's has a stigma attached to it amnesia and the clichéd bump to the head does not. I worked in the health care field and there is still a huge stigma associated with Alzheimer's. When doctors prescribed Alzheimer's meds some would avoid giving a diagnosis of Alzheimer's. They'd say 'Organic Brain Syndrome' or 'Age Related Dementia' or 'age-related deterioration of cognitive abilities' or 'Senility' rather than just say the patient has Alzheimer's. Even when asked directly if the patient had Alzheimer's, doctors would hedge the question and say something along the lines that there was no way to definitively diagnose Alzheimer's! They would refuse to "out" their patients with Alzheimer's.
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TERRIFYING and genre-defining. #horror
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It's not that he outright forgets large-scale chunks of his life, as that he finally was smart but the effects stopped working, and he was progressively losing everything he had gained. So he was losing all of his skills i.e. there's a point where he realizes that he had learned how to speak German, French, etc. but now he can't remember any of it.
The defining, and worst, part though was that eventually...he sort of falls back into what he did when he was mentally retarded; phonetically spelling things without punctuation...at the time, I don't think he was consciously imitating that so much as he said "it took me an hour to properly spell a simple paragraph, and its getting difficult to communicate"
....and I think there IS one point near the end where he forgets BRIEFLY that he had the operation at all, and just shows up for his adult education class....though in 5 minutes he remembers.
****The worst part is that when we read it in Junior High School, for whatever reason, my teacher told us as FACT that he thought that Charlie was going to die and was getting sicker, and really only YEARS later did I realize "maybe he just went back to the way he was, with a greater appreciation for life' etc. #horror
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[en.wikipedia.org] #horror
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